Journal entry... Just the basics

So I went to Hawaii to be able to relax and get my head back together. Well it did nothing for me... It was raining and windy the whole time and as beautiful as it is when you can't leave your condo except to find a place to stay out of the rain the plans kind of blow up in your face. My sister is going to Hawaii in May for M's birthday and I think I might go then, if I can afford it...

A is getting so big. She loves walking with her little walker toy. She is crazy fast at it and tries to take a step but still not quite ready. I finally decided to do her party at the rec center. The party is mostly for the kids so I needed to do something fun. $15 an hour for a room is so much better the $200 for an hour and a half in a sunken ship at the aquarium. We are still going to do the Aquarium just not reserve the sunken ship room. The penguins are going on display on March 26th. I AM SO EXCITED!!! That is one of the reasons I was thinking about doing the party there but it was just too much to spend on a first birthday when the birthday child will not even remember it.

I got in a car accident on my birthday. Stupid cell phones!!! People, DO NOT TEXT AND DRIVE! This lady was totally not paying attention and slammed right into the back of me. She admitted on the scene that she was messing with her phone and was issued a citation. I was taken in ambulance to IMC where they never checked me in and forgot about me until the cop showed up 45 min later. OOPS! Ya strapped to a backboard, with a neck brace on, can't move calling for help because the dumb nurse didn't give me the little remote to call with was a great thing. I LOVE my birthday. For some reason it is a day when everything goes wrong. Luckily this year is the last birthday I will ever celebrate, I turned 29 and that is how old I am going to stay FOREVER! So almost 3 weeks later I am still dizzy and my vision keeps going blurry and my head is killing me. Wonderful world of fibromyalgia mixed with your basic whip lash, a combination that prevents me from healing like the average person. Well good news it I get to do water therapy, bad news is water mean swim suit and I still look horrible a year after having A.

On Tuesday B came home from visitation crying and all quiet. Psycho told him that he is just like me and The Husband. Well The Husband and I are "going to live with Satan" her little self righteous way of saying we are going to Hell and reminds the children of this every chance she can. So now B for the first time has been told that he is going to Hell. What type of psycho mother would tell her 8 year old child that he is going to Hell? Now the kids are being told by their grandma that the meds that Psycho takes make her mean and she doesn't know what she is saying. WELL... If this is true does the mother realize she has been saying horrible things about people for years now and maybe all of the lies she has said about The Husband were because of the meds? So maybe if the family of this crazy psycho would have listened to The Husband 7 years ago all of this pain would have never been caused to the children and Psycho would have gotten the help she needed when the problem very first presented itself. But then again if they would have gotten her help then I would not have The Husband and the most precious baby in the whole world.